ugh…what a crappy week at school, i couldn’t wait for today and now that its actually here, i am much more extatic than i thought iw as goign to be. i mean, two days off of school! i can seep in and shit and drink at any hour and smoke whatever i got without thinking of studying. ahhhh, i’m glad i don’t have a job right now, cause i think that would really cut into my lazy time which i know ben appreciates so much 🙂

but yeah, this week has been thouroughly dissappointing since monday night what with just lots of studying and shit, and just mostly getting drunk and blazed weds and thurs night. not even that could dull the numbing pain of class. i stuck it to one of them today though by not going to it. that goddamn funny talkin’ crminal justice teacher. i showed him by not showing up. i bet he missed me out of the other 100 that were probably there.

right….

but yeah, i’m sitting here really debating if i should go on a run, and why do i even do it in the first place. latley, its been harder and harder to keep up my running, but i hodl on to it for some reason. i mean, sure it feels good when i get back, and it does keep my weight off, but before my tendancy towards those feelings were overridden by something, so that i felt really bad if i didn’t go running. but latley, i just haven’t given enough fo a damn to really want to go, but i do anyways. maybe i need to find somethign fun to do. or a hot chick to run with…then i wouldn’t mind it so much i suppose. well nto that i really do i guess, i just don’t like this weather where the ground is thoroughly soaked and wet, but the sky is bright and sunny. it just bugs the hell otu of me for ome reason. i want it to be wet and cloudy or sunny and dry, not mixes of inbetween.baaaah. i need to go running.

mayhaps the reason its so hard to get motivated is because i’m stoned and its qwarm in here. what was it chris said to me once?….oh yeah:

“Pot is good for every thing except what?

………….Motivation!”

-My Roomate Chris

so yeah, it’ll be a fun run if i go and i know it so i am now convinced.

peace