so yeah…definatly feeling restless tonight, guess blogger is as good a place as any to vent. i mean, you spend 3 days getting raginly drunk, and then you just kinda get reflectiver and what not afterwards. i mean, i really don’t want to go to school tomrrow. but man,….when do i ever want to

so yeah, this sweatshirt i have on has puke on it. from last ngith of course, and yet i still throw it on today. i mean, there are lots of other clean things in my room, why don’t i put on something clean? why do i keep asking rhetorical questions?

bah, i’m probably all antsy cause i didn’t do anything at all today, i mean at least yesterday i went on a bike ride, but today, i just sat around and did ntohing, a whole lot of TV though, that is the first time in a loooong time that i watched 3 hours straight of TV. it reminded me of the month or so we didn’t have tv, and how nice it was to not have it. after watching tv for that long, i realized that i really should have been doing something else for that three hours. maybe its the fact taht i’m watching all these shows on canadian channels. those commercials are really something else.

gwar is in two days and counting. my goodness, it is going to be hilarity. i’m really hoping to get drenched in a bucket of fake cum or blood or something and get trashed int he mosh pit. it’ll be great. i wonder if the showbox will get lit on fire, that would be pretty funny

sigh…mnaybe i’m kinda freaked out about this whole ordeal my dad’s been going through. i found out late last night that my dad had a near heart attack, and that if they hadn’t caught it early like they had, that it could have been a lot more destructive. i mean shit, what happened to the indestrcutable pillar that were my parents? so yeah, he’s fine now, and everything, and he’ll be out of the hospital tomrrow. but shit, talk about throwing me for a loop. i mean, what the hell would have happened if my dad had actually died or something. just like that? jesus, i don’t even want to think about it….

but yeah, i guess things aren’t really going great for me these days…not much i can do about it i suppose…