4 hours of sleep in the past 48….i am completley delirious, i swear that i’m going to fuck up on this chem test, not cause i don’t know my shit, its just that as my sleeplessness rises, my perception and motor skills are impaired. i have fucked up on so many problems that i’ve tried just because i’ve typed a 1.43 instead of a 1.46 because the number is right above it. i’m gonna drive myself crazy during this test i think, nto that i’m not already…

finals have got to be the biggest waste of freaking time…all this chem and math i learned is goign to be lost in a drug induced stupor directly after 7 pm tomrrow when i get plastered and go see ben folds. i am so looking forward to spring break…i lost concentration so many times just thinking about the limitless possiblities of spring break and the fairly small world of my chemistry book.

oh, and while i’m thinking about it, i was reading through trips’s blogs, and i know it was awhile ago, but he was confused about my halcyon days of college,and i totally understand where he’s coming from. i kinda meant it like teh fact that things between our group of friends has kinda changed. i mean, back in freshman year, we all lived together, we goofed off with each other and what not and it was great. its not like i don’t live with soem great people these days, but its just that since we all collectivly had less to do, we would end up doing lots of stupid shit. these days, it just seems like we sit around more and reminisce about those tiems as opposed to going out and doing more shit. people are more committed, have more things to do, including me. i mean shit, adam is my best friend up here or anywhere, and i see him about twice a day, cause i’m at school, or he’s working, or with his girlfriend, etc. and as more people move away and drop out, people just kinda dissappear, but most of the time you’re too busy to notice. i guess i can’t be completley sure if this is a bad thing or not, cause i guess eventually you have to stop fucking around and get down to business. but as with alot of my life, things are always better in retrospect.

well shit, its time to go…just imagining myself coming back here in a few hours and throwing down a nice blog that says “FUCK SCHOOL” makes me smile right now…

more to come…