blog blog blog….man, i haven’t really blogged in awhile, and i’m bored so i might as well do somethign semi productive i guess…arrrgh, ok so i saw the doctor yesterday, and now i gotta go see an orthopedic surgeon on monday, and i also have to start doing physical therapy on monday as well. man, this is gonna be a much longer road to recovery than i thought…

well the house is spotless again, cause whenever i get bored on the weekends (which has been alot more, since i can’t really do anythign active) i clean this place up. so now that i’ve spent time doing that, i relaly don’t have anythign to do, which is why i’m here i guess. i’m distracted though, cause now people are starting to talk to me, and i really do want to blog. but yeah, what was i thinking about while i was outside? oh yeah, about last night, man apparently i got pretty fucked, we were drinking alot of 100 proof vodka, and i probably overdid it as usual. i blacked out sometime around 2 in the morning or something, and that’s only like the second time i’ve blacked out. bah, i guess i couldn’t really talk or anything, it must have been pretty funny.

other thought i had outside was about the flowers that were blooming outside. i mean, flowering plants are a pretty crazy deal. for them to reproduce they have to depend on sheer random chance to get fertilized. they either have to have wind blow the male pollen to the female flower or it has to be carried by an insect. and even though this is a very chaotic and random system, flowers and pretty much any flowering plant has managed to flourish incredibly. i mean, if we wiped out insects, then there would be a huge decreses in flowering plants. the frequency of pollenation would go down so much that it would probably slowly kill them out. i mean, its very survival depends on something else being around. i guess that it makes sense though, i mean if you take away water or sunlight too, they’ll die out or whatever. its just wierd to integrate another animal into all the other basic neceities for survival. everything surviving on this planet has a balance that stems from everything else, i guess that’s what i was thinking about mostly, that everything kinda leans up against everything else to survive, and if enough supports are taken out, then you can’t really stay standing anymore. its just wierd to me that flowers would evolve in such a way…passive impregnation versus active. anywas, now i think i’m just rambling, but whatever, i think i’m just too easily distractable right now.

bah, i don’t want to get drunk tonight, but i know i will, cause i won’t have anything better to do and we still have alcohol left. bah