ahhhh, just missed the downpour, managed to make it safley home before the torrential downpour…phew. hmmm actually its not like it would have really mattered, its not like my house is that far from school. its just that i am stupid and don’t wear a parka or anything, just a fleece. and for low rain purposes, that is fine, its not like the fleece gets soaked easily. but now….i would have come int he house like i had just stepped out of the shower. which would have been rad i guess, i could have walked around and given everyone a big hug.

but yeah, i was about to put on some music, when i glanced out the window for a second and decided that i would rather just open my window and listen to the rain. because i mean, i listen to music when i go to school. there is constantly music playing around the house when people are up. i really do think that music is a beautiful, wonderful thing, but how often do i actually sit in a silent place? i’ve noticed that its less and less often today. i noticed that today swimming. when i go running, i can listen to music and think about whatever i want to, becasue its just automatic response to run. you don’t have to think, you just kinda go. with swimming, all i can think about is how many strokes until my next breath, how many till the end of the pool, what lap i’m on, etc. with the amount of focus that i have to put into it, the time does go alot faster, and i don’t really get that tired. but i knida miss the time to be contemplative…but maybe it doesn’t relaly matter. i’ll probably have to give it a few weeks to find out. i definatly think i’ll incorporate some swimming into my regimene even when i can start running again. otherwise, running everyday will be murder on my knee…

whoa….silence in the house is kinda cool, i’m gonna enjoy this before i do my homework