i’ve noticed latley that i can either keep a blogger, or i can keep a journal. it seems like its impossible to keep both running. i mean, its hard enough for me to do even one of them, but i flipped through my journal, and i looked through my blogger, and i noticed why it was difficult to keep both of them going. the subject matter in them is very very different. while i’ll admit i don’t censor my stuff in blogger too much, its just that the stuff in the journal is way more introspective. its not like i mind sharing stuff too much, but most of the stuff int he journal is random, scattered….bascially me just thinking on paper. i know my blogs aren’t that structured, but i do put a little thought into them so that they read in a coherent fashion. so i kinda got down to the point where i realized that i’ll do one more than the other depending on my mood.

so basically, i think that if i don’t blog for about a week or so, either

a. i’m desperatly tryign to figure out some aspect of my life by scratchign things down on paper, hoping that it can somehow bring me the revelations i need, or

b. the internet, or blogger.com is fucked up

could be either one….