yeah, i know, i haven’t blogged in awhile, i don’t know why, i’ve just been busy or something. it seems like whenever i get home, someone’s always dragging me somewhere, or i’ve got soe obligation to fulfil. not that i relaly mind, i mean it keeps me busy and everything, which is somethign i probabyl need, otherwise i would just waste away, but needless to say, blogger has been put on the back burner. latley i guess i just haven’t cared at all enoguh to blog, i just find myself caring less and less about anything, except school which is odd to me.

i spend around 7 to 8 hours at school a day, and the tiem when i’m not in class, i’m doing homework. i come back and its not like i’m totally against going out, but i just feel like its pointless most of the time. if it was free, that’d be one thing, but most of the time, goign out entails spending money. and i don’t mind that much either, as long as i’m getting somethign worthwhile. and really, i don’t think i get much of anythign worthwhile by going out just for the sake of goign out. baaaaaaah, i’m very beligerent now, i’ll probably end up sounding way to bitter and angry…i’ll get all my views of humanity out soon though…i’ve been holding it in for awhile, and i think i need to vent soon. i don’t know, i think i need to sort it out though. i mean for the most part i think all the human interactions that go on around me are absolutly rediculous and pointless and taken too seriously, and yet it doesn’t fill me with despair, like it used to. now i just figure that people should do their own thing, just like i should. but yeah, i’ll probably get into this later….i know that putting it off isn’t the greatest thing to do, but i doubt i’ll put it off much longer.

its been a rough week, and i really don’t feel much like thinking anymore, even if it is somethign which i actually kinda want to talk about. friday night is for turning off all logical thought processes and just succumbing to temptation