my god, i am unmotivated….i need some physical outlet here, something….anything…..I CAN’T DO ANYTHING AEROBIC THOUGH…..AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! ok, time to distract myself

ahhhh, nothing really to do today, its great, i haven’t had an entire afternoon off in a long time, i forget how nice it is. unfortunatly i re-injured my knee, cliff jumping of all things…

so i’ll be out for a couple more months now, we’ll see, i don’t know, maybe i’ll need surgury, maybe i won’t, my dad says it ruined his knee, and i bet it did, but i also think that medical science has probably come a long way since the 70’s and maybe it would be the best and fastest way to recover, still don’t know yet though.

all i can do this week is crutch around, kinda, i gave myself some gnarly blisters from those damn things, making them impossible to use

what can i say, i’m fucked