wtf? i’m gone from the house for a week, and everything goes everywhere, and i am outr of ht eloop, cause i’m never online these days due to the fact that its my bro’s computer and i can’t get internet on mine. but sheeeeeeet. apparently we’re moving now. now really i don’t give a damn, its just funny when all sorts of info comes barreling down on you and you have no idea what’s going on. i mean really, i don’t care, its just the place i live. i’m kinda beginning to feel like everything i have is superfluous, but but i don’t think i’m totally convinced of it yet cause i haven’t been put in a position where i do lose things that i have…

i had a great convo with ben at work though, i really think i needed that. trying to sort out the difference between caring and not caring. he made me think about it in a new way though, i really thought i was bitter in most senses, and jaded, but not quite an di could never quite put my finger on the difference i was feeling. and then ben said that you had to care to be bitter, and that put everything in perspective. ben you are so money, and you know it, and its rad. but yeah, i have a feeling this summer is going to be interesting, to say the least…for down here in seattle, and up there in bellingham. i almost feel like i’m in two different worlds, and i kinda am. obligations to people in bellingham, and obligations to people here in seattle, like i have too many people i need to keep track of. i don’t necesarilly think of them as obligations, because these people are my friends. i kinda feel like last summer, i just escaped from one place to the other, cause i remember not really keeping track of my bellingham peeps over the summer, but i can already tell like this one is going to be different. haha, one week into the summer, and i’m already excited about the prospects for this summer. i mean, if jakub can get a girlfriends, then anything’s possible….