high low high low, have i always lived this way? i swear, the more i struggle for normalcy, the more i push myself away from it.

but today is one of those good days. nothing to worry myself over, nothing to really get done, well except two things today. get a new ATM card, and clean our freakin’ house. oh yeah, gotta give a violin lesson today.seeing as today already started off so easy, i don’t wager that its going to get much more so.

man, i thought today was gonna be ass, cause i would have to be out in the field all day, but i got to arrive at work at 8:15 instead of the usual 7:00, but i got to leave at 11, so it was like i at work at 7. so now, i’m feelin all nice and rested, i got nada ahead of me today, especially sitting here a tthe offic. data entry is better than being at roxhill, i have to admit. sucks for ben, apprently he had to stay out in the field all day. i probably could have just stayed home today, but shit, i can’t get away with that like i used to last summer. not enough people here anymore, and actual jobs to take care of. hahahaha….”actual”

whatever, i’m just rambling

ramble ramble ramble

i like water, i really don’t know what i would do without it. i mean, i crave sweet drinks like lemonade or coke or something like that all the time, but even now that i can afford that junk, i still don’t go out and buy it, cause it does cost money, and water is already in the house and doesn’t require me to go out and buy things, hence avoiding the store. i just feel so out of place in public places these days. not that i haven’t always felt that way i guess, but more so latley. its more funny to me, really. all those people doing stuff, and me joining them to do more stuff, stuff makes the world go round, at least it makes our society go round. i guess it makes the world go round too, cause stuff is a pretty all encompassing term.

its all about stuff, people who think things are in so have it all wrong. things just isn’t broad enough to cover everything that’s ludicrous in our universe. stuff is so much more fitting. i feel much richer with stuff as opposed to things.

huh, looks like the sun’s starting to come out, maybe it’ll be like yesterday and the sun will come out around 3 or soemthing, right as i get off work. that would be nice, i plan on going on a bike ride today. twould be nice if it twere sunny though.

WuDaR!

man, i just leaned up against the wall, and took a half hour nap untili was woken up by the phone. i might as well be at home, oh well, i’ll hold out for another hour.