ok so this weekend was rad, with us buying a bunch of cheap stuff at that strange garage sale in the abandoned albertsons, and then wearing it out that night. that was a night of some rad drunkin’ beligerence. but yeah, there was a whole lot of moving this weekend too. and then we screwed around on dan’s boat on sunday afternoon, and cruised around at top speeds. i swear we looked like we were drunk as we were pulling out of there, we had no control of that boat as we all tried desperatly to get it out of the launching area. that was rad too.

so the whole weekend was rad, but it made me kinda look at the way i’ve been living this summer, and its a bit surreal. i look at the way i live up in bellingham, and the way that i’m living in seattle. which one is the vacation? whih one is reality? i mean, i could chalk them both up as vacations i suppose because anything that isn’t school is a vacation for me. but socially its strange. i jump into drama here in seattle, while drama continues in bellingham. and then there’s redmond people i hang out with too. so i’m just this gomer on the sidelines who pops in occasionally, makes alot of noise and then dissappears again for a bit. i’m guessing i’ll get a feeling of home once i move up to bellingham, but i’ve just felt out of place this summer. it seems like i have dozens of people that i need to see all the time, and each person is like a different section of my life, like i have a segmented life now due to the different groups i hang around with. so socially, this has been a strange summer. but a good one. i don’t know i need to think through this more, but i guess i’ll do it later, cause its time to go home. i guess your life is kinda funny when the only real goal you have is to earn enough money to make sure you see the next. but it’s been fun.

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