ok ok, so the tables have finally turned. after years of having my mom tellme she’s terrified to come downstairs when i have friends around i find myself in the very same situation. my mom is downstairs now with collin’s mom, and some other woman, it sounds like, and they’re all chattering and bursting into laughing occasionally.

needless to say, i’m terrified to go downstairs.

a group of chattering moms? i might as well start planning everythign i’m going to do in the future right now so i can explain and provide detailed accounts as to how i can provide for everythign in my future. because otherwise, it’ll just be 20 questions from them….20 questions i’ve heard before….20 questions i’ve answered numerous times. and i hate answering them cause i sound like i have nothing figured out, and that is precisley it. but they expect me to have something figured out cause they do, or something like that. i don’t know, most adults seem to think that kids should have thier shit together by the time they’re 21. and really, i do think i have my shit together, just nothing figured out. i’m heading in a direction, but i’ll get more specific as i learn more myself, i can’t just go around speculating right now. well i guess i could, it wouldn’t be too hard to pass stuff off on my mom, but it gets tiresome.

oh well, its funny to me anyways, since all i want to do is go downstairs and get my computer so i can hook it up and play vids. but i just don’t want to brave the resistance. so i figured i might as well blog.

well finally all the moving and cleaning is done, and i just gotta work and chill around the house for a couple of weeks before my knee surgury. i’m glad all that shit is finally taken care of. thursday was spent moving. friday was spent moving and cleaning. saturday was spent cleaning, and moving some more. and this was spread out over seattle and bellingham for me. i really hope andy c rocked, caus ei would have much rather been seeing that than steam cleaning our filthy house. i’m just glad that place is finally behind us (well, unless we don’t get the deposit back, then i’m guessing heads are gonna roll) and we can just focus on getting our new place set up which is coming along very nicley, although i wish i could help more setting up and whatnot, ah well…

i kinda feel like the summer is alrewady over though, i mean i moved out of seattle, i’m living at home again, and most everyone is gone.i’ve still got a month to go, granted, and yet i can’t help but feel like its already done.i mean, i have very few people to hang around with around here in redmond, b’ham is too far away to warrent going, besides i’ll be there the rest of the year after this month, and seattle is do-able, but i can’t see myself wanting to drive back that often. so now all i’ve got is vids, movies, and books, which isn’t that bad, and i’m guessing i’m gonna be cutting back on smoking too….august was a nice month of splurging, but yes, its time to get back to reality.

and right now that reality is that my legs are so freakin’ weak. i can’t believe that i actually went through with yesterday, which was pretty much the highlight of my weekend, caus ei actually did it, which was running a half marathon. i mean, my legs don’t hurt anymore, but it feels like they can barley hold up my weight, i mean i did run 3 times farther than i normally do, but i would have expected more cramping as opposed to fatigue…but yeah, i finished in 2 hours and 10 minutes, which i was damn proud of considering i haven’t done any distance training at all. i saw karl there too, and that was rad, but he seemed a bit distracted…something about some girl he was supposed to meet. haha, probably thought he had a chance or something….ya ya ya. oh yeah, riding my bike back formthe red hook brewery was rad too, i had to stop every mile or so and try and stretch out some random cramp that i would get in my legs, back, abs, shoulders, it was great. every mile was a frantic stop on the trail or roda, hopping off my bike, and contorting myself desperatly trying to get into a position that would lessen the pain, and try and stretch it out. i was ruined though, and still am, it was awesome.

9 days of work left, surgery in 14, and alot of buffonery to fit in before i have to start studying and taking things seriously again….i can’t wait….