(sheep bleating noise)

ryyyyyyyyyaaaaaannnnnnn…….yooooooooouuuuu’rrrrrreee nooooott craaaaaaazzzyyyyy…..eeeevvvvveeerrrryyyooooonnneee eeeelllllllsssseee issssss.

so yeah, maybe they are, and maybe i am, and maybe it is. whatever, i got a honkus to seize or some shit.

basically, there is nothing wrong with three day weekends, where you don’t have things to worry about anything (i.e. school, falling ostriches, and the greenhouse effect, those things are just a downer) i was in my physics class today and i noticed today that there was like half as many people there, due to the last drop day being last friday. everyione did great on the first test (including me) and everyone got kinda raped on the second test (kinda me…to an extent. i mean this is one of those classes where a 24 out of 40 on a test constitutes a high B) so now its kinda funny cause pretty much everyone who’s left in there now is set. i calculated that i’d only have to get 50 out of 80 on the final to pull off a B, so its nice that i don’t have to worry about that anymore. i don’t know, i just found it funny that everyone was gone.

so i’m on a quest to find new music, but am far to lazy to do this on my own. so i want people who partake in this blogger, who peruse it from time to time, to send me anything they’ve heard that they just absolutly adore (any genre, i don’t care). or just come up and talk to me or something. or IM me or something. i think i have a pretty good idea of the people who read this. i figure no one will send me anythign anyways.

i just randomly went to amazon.com and looked for things that other people listened to that was similar, and i got this stuff from blue six, that is pretty good. at least i’m intruiged anyways, they’re pretty chill, but they still got a beat. man i wish we had audiogalaxy back….man to think back that just like 2 to 3 years ago, we were head deep in the golden age of downloadable music. jesus, i would just find people on napster i could get like 900 k a second from, and i would just download everything they had. it was all about volume back in the day…well i mean quantity of songs. i didn’t listen to over half the shit i downloaded back in those days. but i still had it. Then after napster died, it was all about audiogalaxy for me…man i think that program was way better than napster cause you could just click on a shitload of stuff and then peruse it later…that was awesome. now i gotta go through kazaa, which is spotty at best, and soulseek works pretty well, but damn its slow. i just want my free music back again.

its kinda a fine line though, cause i mena, when i was downloading copious amounts and just filling up my hard drive, there was a bunch of crap that was horrible that just stayed there cause i lost track of it, or just never got around to listening to it. but at least i was cming up on new stuff all the time. now i listen to everythign i get, but i don’t really get teh new thigns that go along with it, caus ei gotta be so focused on getting what i want exactly.

boo hoo, cry me a river. maybe when i’m 90 i can complain about the good ol’ days of music, when it was all free, and the internet brought the music industry to its knees. i think i’d like that. i hope that i can take advantage of every aspect of being old that i can. like get away with everythign that old people do today. once i produce enough with my lifetime, i can just sap away at all the work i created until i either over consume and end up consuming way more than i produce (this is the way i want it) or at least breaking even. i mean, i really don’t want to work my way through life and then be at the end of my life, and realizing that i contributed more to this human race than i took away from it. i would feel cheated, well unil i died anyways, and then it wouldn’t matter. this is purly in matters of resources though, i really don’t think ‘m gonna contribute any ideas anyways.

(sheep again)

Sheep: ryyyyyyyyaaaaaaaaaaaaan……

Ryan: what the hell do you want?

S: noooooootttthhhhhhhhhhhiiing

R: Allright then, you got it

S: sweeeeeeeeeeeeeeet

well hells bells, i just contributed an idea, guess i just proved myself wrong in that catergory, because by reading this YOU HAVE EXPOSED YOURSELF TO MY IDEAS. and whether or not you like it, hate it, care about it, or fail to see it. its there, and i made a contribution.

who says my life is worthless?

oh that’s right…i do