does it matter what i believe in?

no

it only matters to me

but tonight, i wanted it to extend to others……this is very celf centeerd, probably because i am self centered

and it was stupid of me to thin kthat i could change others, but the fact that there was so much stupidity exisisting, it made it hard to believe that any form of rational. thought could exsist, since others seeems to have no comprehension of what “rational thought” is.

rationality seems to mean the bitter remains of a botched descision to me…some desicion that is made because it is easier to make a general desicion than a specific one. if you got specific you would have to start defining what you meant, what you intended to mean, and why you should be interpreted to mean thae things you want to precieve.

since they are things that I want to precieve in the end, i guess eveyone incluindg myself is just in a big game where everyine fools each other.

but I try to tell me, and i try to tell others, that it doesn’t matter one way or the other, as long as you’re not contradicting yourself.

how can you make a point if you’re going to totally oppose it 10 minutes later?

is it possible to prove a point when ideas can change as quickly as you want them too?

does it matter? it shouldn’t and yet it’s not the same

screw life.

(it’s never an excuse out of your justifications though)

………………….EVER.