ok, so there’s a tie limit on this one, i gotta get a pizza eventually, so i figure i’ll cut myself off from the blogger before i get to drunk, belligerent, preachy, etc. i don’t know, i think alot of this page seems preachy, but basically, it’s unavoidable if you want to talk about your ideas.

i think that it’s funny how reality TV has taken over the airwaves. all of the shows i pay the most attention to are mostly reality shows. i totally agree with ben that TV is a god in our society. without TV, i wouldn’t be able to relax my brain in the way that i’ve learned and grown accostmed to. i wouldn’t have reality TV. i wouldn’t have movies. i wouldn’t have video games. i wouldn’t have anime. good god, it’s sad, but alot of my knowledge or reflexes come from these sources. and i truly think that alot of peoples knowledge comes from these sources. the fact that we have broadcasting and the internet and all these instantanious sources of information can definatly shape a society.

i mean, remember back in elementary school where you would research projects and papers with encyclopedias and the library? i haven’t looked at a set of encyclopedias for probably a decade because of the internet. i mean, the internet happened so suddenly. first you start with BBSes and then you move on to getting the internet from AOL, and then you just haev the straight connection where you can do what you want. the internet is a drug in this sense. i mean, without this shit, i wouldn’t be able to post my inane and arbitrary ideas for ya’ll to absorb. i could do it, but now i have the possibility of appealing to a broader audience. but, i’m not doing it drectly. most of the time i really think that ben and i are just having blog dialouges with eachother, but since it’s in a public place, everyone is privvy to it. we ‘re doing this for ourselves, but anyone who wants to peep in is more than welcome to do so.

we put our ideas on display, and i feel kind of arrogant talking for ben and everything, but i bet i’m not far off by saying that all our ideas are chock full of stupid. i’m absolutly sure that i am chock full of stupid, and i’m sure ben thinks along the same line. everything is so arbitrary, it’s just stupid. but that’s what makes it great. you can scream about stupid stuff and feel important, since it’s arbitrary. it’s important to me, so i should emphasize its importance. i love it.

i’m stupid, i have stupid ideas, i get stupid all the time, and i think this is appropriate.

and i burned my pizza a little bit anyways.

i’m a moron 🙂