thuis comes the end of another hellish chapter in my school history. i only have a few left, and it only happens 3 times a quarter. three hard stress times in 3 months? that’s not a bad ratio at all. nolw i get at least a few days to kick back with some good brew, and some good buds. this is all i’m asking for when i do all this work. straight chillin’ is what i’m striving for at this point in my college career.

i finally met someone in biochemistry that can relate with me in the rediculousness of our major. it’s difficult sure, but just as difficult as anyother major. you gotta memorize rediculous amounts of inane knowledge and then try and integrate it so that you can use the information you have to figure out problems with similar situations. all these educations are the same, they’re all just focused in different fields. damn, that was pretty deep (not really, i’m being sarcastic. but anyways, we both were wondering why we’re doing this shit. we’re both chill motherfuckers who don’t really care a whole lot about anything they’re doing, and yet we’re subjecting ourselves to the rediculous major of biochemistry. we both realized it eventually reached the point of just doing it to prove i could do it. i wanted to do something challenging to myself, and i found it. i’ll get through this now because it’s time to finish it. time to get this bitch out of the way and go do something else. hell, my new bud just plays poker all the time, and it’s probably what he’ll end up doing for the a while after this.

that would be pretty rad.

brewmaster is sounding more ad more appealing.

everywhere i look, atkins.

is it just me or does it seem rather rediculous? i just feel like cutting sugars out of your diet, the one energy synthesis pathway that has been refined and preserved for millions of years, is a bad idea. of course it’s going to cut your weight, to keep your blood sugar level up, your body has to get it from reserves in your body. you gotta have sugar in your blood, because its the only energy source your brain can utilize.

i don’t know, it works, and yet it can’t possibly be good for your body, it just seems like it would be such a system shock. i mean, a diet where you can’t eat fruit because it has fructose, or drink milk because it has lactose? or eat rice because and pasta because it has too many complex carbohydrates? what kind of diet would keep you from eating healthy things and substituting it with such things as bacon, chicken and ranch wraps? it just doesn’t make sense…eh, we’ll see 40 years from now or somethign i suppose.

i did find it interesting to read about florida having a bumber crop of oranges but no where to sell them because you can’t eat fruit on low-carb diets, what a shame

ok, so i’m watching under seige 2 on our newly extended cable, three sheets tot he wind, and i’m typing this on a wireless lap top.

rad.

my brain banana….it aches….this quarter can’t be over soon enough

so i got to lecture my lab class today about some stuff i know pretty well. it wasn’t hard, but it’s hard to put things down you understand so well into a semblence that people who haven’t heard about it can understand as well. it was fun though, but i have the sneaking suspicion that they give a damn one way or the other. i know i didn’t when i took this class a couple years ago.

i also talked to my advisor today, and pretty much i’ll be graduating in the fall. this is a scary prospect to be sure, but we’ll see. time is running out on college and it’s time to go elsewhere. on one hand i’m anxious to move on, and at the same time, it’ll be a whole lot of work. it’ll happen when it does. i know it better be quick thoguh, cause i just don’t care about school anymore, i’ll go, take my tests, get my passing grades and get the fuck out. PEACE!

i’m going to go enjoy this beautiful day, i got out of lab early cause it was a shorty, thank goodness, time for a run.

if you haven’t checked out lost in translation, i would reccomend it. for me personally, i think it’s one of the greatest movies to ever come out of hollywood. but i know it’s not a movie for everyone. it is slow paced, there’s alot of symbolisim, but it is stunning to watch the scenery and the cast is incredible.

and good god, enjoy this weather while we have it.

i’m a raving idiot, and it shows

i had all sorts of rad ideas yesterday, but they got consumed by my subconcious. they’ll lie there, dormant….and then pow! whamo! out they’ll come raging on steroids and looking to kick some ass.

not really, but my ideas are rather forceful. i go to school to keep me busy, i do the same with a job, i do the same with anything i do. darwinisim doesn’t exisit anymore. it’s no longer survival of the fittest because our understanding of the natural sciences allow us to live outside of darwin. social darwinisim is a joke but it’s all we got. and somehow, it’s not as satisfying to have an idea consume another as opposed to actually consuming someone else, for the better of the species. i keep myself busy to suppress my darwinisitic tendencies. intelligence doesn’t matter. physical prowess doesn’t matter. status matters. images matter. what’s right/wrong with this picture? anything? don’t know.

but i do have to go to class right now or i’ll be late, at least i can be sure of that. but at the same time, it doesn’t really matter a whole lot.

i’m a raving idiot. at least i got that down though, before it slipped away.