i’m a raving idiot, and it shows

i had all sorts of rad ideas yesterday, but they got consumed by my subconcious. they’ll lie there, dormant….and then pow! whamo! out they’ll come raging on steroids and looking to kick some ass.

not really, but my ideas are rather forceful. i go to school to keep me busy, i do the same with a job, i do the same with anything i do. darwinisim doesn’t exisit anymore. it’s no longer survival of the fittest because our understanding of the natural sciences allow us to live outside of darwin. social darwinisim is a joke but it’s all we got. and somehow, it’s not as satisfying to have an idea consume another as opposed to actually consuming someone else, for the better of the species. i keep myself busy to suppress my darwinisitic tendencies. intelligence doesn’t matter. physical prowess doesn’t matter. status matters. images matter. what’s right/wrong with this picture? anything? don’t know.

but i do have to go to class right now or i’ll be late, at least i can be sure of that. but at the same time, it doesn’t really matter a whole lot.

i’m a raving idiot. at least i got that down though, before it slipped away.