icognito blog

i sit here and type a blog that is unawqare to the others in my house, and there is more than a couple. i admit that i am drunk. i admit pthat i my not be in the best position to be describing the events that are occuring here. and yet it does not matter because people are drunk and i may or may not be able to say something more interesting. in turn i belive that it couldn’t hold a candle. i try, but end up mispelling, it doesn’t matter. this is live, unadulterated (sp?) happenings.

boo ya, it doesn’t matter, i’m listening to PUTS (people under the stairs) and if i can listen to this shit while having a very responsive aduience, i say i win. this is some amazing music, but if it can fill the role of backround without actually making an impression, i have found the perfect party music.

screw em’ anyways, it’s all good, i’m just listenign to what i want to while making as few errors as i can. i may have made a few but the majority (sp?) is my bad and out of my control.

boo ya, i just love tha fact that i am out of control and yet still able to make good music choices. because they are mine, and i respect my choices over others. becuse they are mine, and i just want to listen to music i want to. as long as other people don’t listen to your music and they don’t really complain about it, you can just listen to whatever you want because drunk people don’t care what they’re listenign to.

i just got asked “what are we listening to?” where i answered “people under the stairs”

no one cared., as well as i would expect them to. it was this music that is very soul inspired hip hop; music that i love to death, and yet would only be appreciated by anyone who feels involved with hip hop music and wants to look beyond the ying yang twins. *whisper* i’m a rappin mangler, i rap things that people can’t hear because my lyrics are crap.

so it might have not been the same, and of course, there’s no beat to it, but it’s because of things outside of my control. they can play their games. i don’t have to be a part, and i probably don’t want to. i get called on it “why aren’t you taken part of our reindeer games?” lack of choice? over abundance of choice? could be either and i’m not sure if it is either.
does it matter? maybe, maybe noit, it’s all the same. it’s all a matter of perspective, and the people looking in on the situation…so differnt…so conotrolled…so something to care about….

i am so stupid.

that’s what it sums up to.

please don’t take me seriously, i am an idiot, and the things i say are all biased and one-sided. becuase it couldn’t be any other way. because i am an idiot, beyond all deniable doubt. i’m too drunk to know any better and i need a drunk spell-checker to get my shit in order. and that’s pathetic and sad.

please believe.

what an eventful couple of weeks. i’ve really been working alot at my new job, starting with 7 to 4 shifts, but am now receding into the 1 to 10 shift, so i’ll be working nights now. it looks to be more peaceful than the day shift anyways. this place always seems to be at full tilt, with orders backed up for the next 5 months. job security, i would call it.

it’s funny that i start off with eventful, and can’t think of any events, really. now that i’m back in employment land, a blur of recreation and binge drinking turns into a blur of work and binge drinking. but it’s been so long since i wrote that i don’t know everything i need to cover, while timing it in-between various duties i have at work while i’m still here. I’m pretty sure this will be my first laptop blog though (since i got this fancy laptop for various job responsibilities) and probably won’t be the last. also wearing latex gloves, which is also a first. i wear them all the time, it just feels natural to have them there.

i guess i should sum up some of the concerts i went to that i couldn’t afford. the ben folds one was pretty much how i thought it would be, lots of the same songs, a couple new ones, but one thing was odd. ben wasn’t the end act, it was the other guy rufus wainwright. rufus isn’t much of a singer or songwriter from what i heard at the concert, but i guess alot of people were still there to see him. i think his claim to fame is that he’s openly gay. i’m surprised all his struggles haven’t inspired better songs. i mean, the least he could do is learn to breath while he sings.

but anyways, me and mike were both far too drunk off of 8 dollar bottles of wine they had there (one incredible reason to go to chateau st. michelle for a concert) and we may have been a little loud and unruly. the pinnacle was when mike yelled toward the stage “rufus is gay!”, which he was, but probably under different connotations that were expressed. then stumbling back to the car before the show was even over (ben did not come out the rest of the show, the slacker.) high fiving people along the way and being more obnoxious. Heather really is a saint to put up with the two of us sometimes.

concert of the summer was at bumbershoot though, where the hip hop stage had the pharcyde, talib kweli, and common. common has been making an insurgence again since he teamed up with kanye, maybe he’ll stick around this time, he certainly deserves it. his show was awesome though, which might be influenced by the fact that i like his music so much. he still could get the crowd going though, and then pull them back within a few minutes. the sound system wasn’t working so he would improvise, like bringing out one of his PR girls on the road to sing the chorus of “the light” or missing so much of his song’s melody as to almost make it a totally different song, only for him to never miss a beat even when flashes of it would come on when they were trying to fix it. he played alot of my favorites, along with his new stuff, and managed to display a feeling that he was a genuine, chill person that can kick amazing 5 minute long freestyles.

i’ve always wanted to see the pharcyde as well, and they probably haven’t changed too much since their big album, bizzare ride to the pharcyde came out in 92. they just sang their old songs, some new ones, and praised the glory of marijuana. passin me by is such a great song. talieb was different than i thought he was going to be. his voice is so soft and lyrical on his black star record with mos def, but in concert he kinda screamed like ja rule. he still sang some good ones, and common and talieb even teamed up for a couple of their songs.

well, all this work definatly took longer than i thought it would, i wrote everything above this about 3 hours ago, and have been tending the machines since. i think that’s why i’ll like this job though, those three hours went by in the blink of an eye.

allright got events down on this blog, get some ideas on the next.