icognito blog

i sit here and type a blog that is unawqare to the others in my house, and there is more than a couple. i admit that i am drunk. i admit pthat i my not be in the best position to be describing the events that are occuring here. and yet it does not matter because people are drunk and i may or may not be able to say something more interesting. in turn i belive that it couldn’t hold a candle. i try, but end up mispelling, it doesn’t matter. this is live, unadulterated (sp?) happenings.

boo ya, it doesn’t matter, i’m listening to PUTS (people under the stairs) and if i can listen to this shit while having a very responsive aduience, i say i win. this is some amazing music, but if it can fill the role of backround without actually making an impression, i have found the perfect party music.

screw em’ anyways, it’s all good, i’m just listenign to what i want to while making as few errors as i can. i may have made a few but the majority (sp?) is my bad and out of my control.

boo ya, i just love tha fact that i am out of control and yet still able to make good music choices. because they are mine, and i respect my choices over others. becuse they are mine, and i just want to listen to music i want to. as long as other people don’t listen to your music and they don’t really complain about it, you can just listen to whatever you want because drunk people don’t care what they’re listenign to.

i just got asked “what are we listening to?” where i answered “people under the stairs”

no one cared., as well as i would expect them to. it was this music that is very soul inspired hip hop; music that i love to death, and yet would only be appreciated by anyone who feels involved with hip hop music and wants to look beyond the ying yang twins. *whisper* i’m a rappin mangler, i rap things that people can’t hear because my lyrics are crap.

so it might have not been the same, and of course, there’s no beat to it, but it’s because of things outside of my control. they can play their games. i don’t have to be a part, and i probably don’t want to. i get called on it “why aren’t you taken part of our reindeer games?” lack of choice? over abundance of choice? could be either and i’m not sure if it is either.
does it matter? maybe, maybe noit, it’s all the same. it’s all a matter of perspective, and the people looking in on the situation…so differnt…so conotrolled…so something to care about….

i am so stupid.

that’s what it sums up to.

please don’t take me seriously, i am an idiot, and the things i say are all biased and one-sided. becuase it couldn’t be any other way. because i am an idiot, beyond all deniable doubt. i’m too drunk to know any better and i need a drunk spell-checker to get my shit in order. and that’s pathetic and sad.

please believe.