what is it that i feel today, at this very moment, only to know that it isi here while it is, and will flit away before i can even get a handle on it? i feel on the edge of grasping something important, my body practially is screaming at me to just wake up, change your perspective, look closer. see it for what it is. i can only think though.

is it me try to tell me something? something beyond me? information that could give me some perspective, but the same outcome.

and just like that it’s gone. to return at some point, where maybe i’ll get it next time.