finally made it over to this corner of the web. what can i say, warfish eats up alot of online time.

i got this flu moving through my body. it started at my lungs, forcing me to cough all the time. it does this still a little, but nowhere near the crap i was coughing up 3 weeks ago. then it migrated to my sinuses. the stuff that had been climbing out of my lungs was now coming out my nose, and still is, but again, not as bad as a week ago. the past couple of days, my ears have been popping, like the virus is trying to make its way over there. at least there isn’t fluid coming out of my ears. i wonder if this virus has the tenacity to go after my eyeballs? i’d beeter not make it angry, it’s finally starting to be purged from my body, after close to two months. i don’t want to get it all riled up again. this has been the worst flu ever, just for the sheer longevity of it.

besides the physical problems there hasn’t been much else to distract with. the usual medias, the vids, the movies, the reading. keeping up with various election ploitics. i think i finally hit my threshhold on that. after watching clinton come back last night to gasp for air right before drowning, it makes me realize this isn’t going to end until the convention in june, and even then, it might not be over, depending on if it comes down to michigan and florida being tie0breakers despite being stripped of all their delegates and whatnot. we’ll see what happens, but there’s fatigue setting in.

my head feels like a black hole lately. things go in, but there is no way to get them out. all the information i have ever accrued in my life is a jumble. hard to access and with millions of gaps that should be filled to have that complete thought, the whole picture, and not just glimpses of scattered parts that make no sense. my brain doesn’t hurt, it just feels numb and is operating at a diminished capacity. could be a million different things,but i bet being sick is a major component. that black hole feeling is kind of disorienting though, but not crippling.

it’s that time of the year when spring is starting, so the brain starts coming out of hibernation. doing things outside seems more appealing after alot of forcing over the winter season. there will be more sunlight in general. i can’t wait until this weekend. i’ll lose an hour for birthday partying this saturday, but it will also mean that it’ll be light past 6:30, and soon i’ll be going home when it’s light out. i think as i get older, my body needs more light to keep itself going. gotta charge up those solar batteries.

so many things to do, so little time.