what a weird couple of weeks. i feel like it’s all been kinda building up to riding my bike to portland this weekend, but that’s just kinda been the focal point of “shit that’s gonna get done” list. it gets like this in the summer. one weekend to the next, gettin‘ shit done.

so reflect a little, as otherwise this time will just get filed under the “blur” folder that occupies much of my recall.

hmmmm, when i think about it here though, i’m kinda digging the blur. it’s a good time of year to just hang out and let the mind simmer for a bit, being summertime and all. kids get school off for the summer. now that i am a productive member of society, i get to work every week of the year, with the occasional week long vacation as reward.

so my summer’s a blur, what of it? i’m doing what i want pretty much when i want, and the weather is accommodating. it might be allergy medicine (a new addition to daily pill popping) but everything feels good. i’ve been hiking, to shows, with time to hang out in the sun. i get to take an extended weekend so i can ride my bike to portland over two days, with my brother, no less. for right now, i’m living the life i want, as was planned at some point earlier on, i’m guessing.

a life acceptable to myself and others. a life of luxury. yes!