You know you have power. Is it fear that holds it back? Fear of power? the idea that you can control things and influence? but if you hold that power, it inevitablly will be lost. fear of loss? so why even exert it in the first place. if you save it, then it will be there when you need it and not needlessly used on such unpredictable things, things you surrender control to.
You say that because you only see trends, you only see what you want to understand, and don’t really bother second guessing that which you can’t. unless it’s in this introspective, got-too-much-time-on-your-hands doldrums that you have that luxury. and luxurious it is. so stop reading this incessantly and get on with living. now is not a time to reflect, but a time to act, a time to generate content while the iron is hot.
do it!