The usual open line. Long time, no see, bloggie. Exposition. Thensome other descriptive words. Conclusion.

I used to come here because I had things I wanted to hash out, but also because I enjoy writing. The bug is not there at all right now though, the comfort I have with my life is so high right now it borders on ecstasy. Even when I get those sneaking suspicions that I’m a fraud, not cool enough, blindly stumbling, or just clueless, it is so muted. It didn’t even take some huge life threatening disaster or calamity, just a complete frame shift of what it means to be happy.

Everything has been downsized since I moved to Boise, and that simplification has been everything. Everything is just so much more manageable now, from social engagements to work load, to free time. There is more balance in my life, and it feels effortless. Everyone we are involved with now is amazing. It doesn’t even feel too good to be true, it just feels like it was always supposed to be this way.

The dream is almost fully realized. Heather can quit her shitty retail job soon, and get on bullet train to awesome-town that i’m already on. We fit right into the beer community here, and it’s crazy to see people start recognizing that in us. I’m not shy to say that I helped create something, and that it would not be the same without me. It’s not about bolstering my ego though, it feels like genuine appreciation for me being me. It feels right.